I can feel God's love so intensely today. The way He steers me around - left to right, down to up; just to get me see the bigger picture of this incredible life. I am loving the fact how God made me think about soulmates and how unrealistic the idea is, that that can only happen if you're a saint and you have the capability to perform miracles like Jesus; and then He put me right in the center of the whole thing and got my fingers numb with the inability to comprehend the whole thing - and that makes me feel humbled and happy at the same time.
Oh wow.
I also like the fact that God makes me legging it up to Him always. My body and soul need a little adjustment to this abundance of awesomeness.
I met a guy - he is the version of me in the form of a man. He's neither a saint nor a devil; just a normal guy you see everyday chilling with his friends, smoking while drinking teh tarik. He is everything I have been talking about to my roomate during our late night reflection episodes.
How I have always wanted to meet a man who is a thinker - a smart thinker, who sings to his emotions, who sees art as a breathing entity in this world, who would listen to me rambling nonsense while I am stoned, who respects me as a woman; a man who is calm and gentle and mysterious.
God spoke to me, "What, you asked that from me? Heh just you wait, I'll give you something better." And He groped inside his magic hat and handed me him.
Love,
gadistlena
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