Every human being is like a piece of puzzle,that has four sides of different shapes. Each side is (supposed to be) connected to different aspects of life. One - is connected to Needs. Two - Wants. Three - The Dark Side as the Master Jedi would put it.
And four - is Love.
We are all in search of finding the perfect puzzle pieces that can help us complete our little story, our little picture. Heh, guess what, I have found the perfect location where my little piece of puzzle should be.
They are connected on three of the four sides - except for the last.
During my journey here I have found a lot of other pieces that looked like they can fit on this side of mine. I took them and I forcibly put them there; and that hurt me - that hurt them. We simply did not fit well.
Hm, but I still believe there is one that will.
Will that piece find me? I hope so. No wait - I think it did. Just that at this moment, I am not brave enough to let it get close to me because - that piece of puzzle is so beautiful you don't want to hurt it. Or hurt yourself again. You know, you can't simply eliminate the chances that you might be wrong - again.
It is funny how you dream your dream, and when it is coming true (at the moment you least expect it) you freak out instead of feeling excited.
Sigh.
Lots of love,
gadistlena
ps - I am right here on my ground. I haven't given up on big chances to come by. Just so you know.
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